Saturday, September 03, 2011
We laughed when I told her "the pennies worked". But they did work for me -- transferring one penny a day, each workday, kept me focused and honest about what I was doing. I was leaving my life work, colleagues, kids, parents, and that oh-so-familiar environment of school.
Since that last official day in June, I've taught in the National Writing Project in New Hampshire Summer Institute. That was a great way for me to transition from special education testing to working and writing with teachers. The National Writing Project's model is "teachers-teaching-teachers", and this work inspires thought and deep reflection.
That's where I am today, reflecting on education, rather than thinking about the daily school details. I have left a specific job description. I have left a climate of testing-is-teaching and public rants on teachers and schools. I've left restrictive rules that make no sense in the "real world" of the classroom. I've left budget cuts, bad policies, and animosity among communities who could be working together to support their future, their children, our world.
But I'm not going away. I'm exploring and traveling through my writing, politics, cultural change, voice, telling my stories and owning my truths. I feel rich beyond belief -- rich with books, arts, friends, ideas, curiosity, freedoms. And, unlike the new barbarians who make war upon our country's principles and peoples, I'm not afraid.
Posted by gretchen at 10:03 AM